3 Struggles

God, family, relationships, work, chores, house work, etc all take lots of time; precious time; good time. Trying to squeeze triathlon training into the mix hasn't been much of an issue for me until recently. The magnitude of Ironman training is a whole new beast. Sprint triathlon training and even half-ironman training is fairly doable but wow, ironman training takes a good portion out of your day. There are several things that I am currently struggling with. Let me explain...

 

  First of all you are all well aware at this point that I am a Christian. I strongly feel that the greatest work to be done on this earth is to prepare others and myself for "Home". I definitely have hope for something way better beyond this life on earth. My beliefs, my hope in a better life, my faith in a loving, forgiving God is what gives me the courage to keep going. This world is ugly, cruel, and down right despicable. So, where am I going with this spiritual stuff? What in the world does it have to do with the Ironman? It actually has alot to do with Ironman. Training can take so much of your time, your energy and your thoughts. If you're not careful it will take away from your relationship with God. I have made a pact that if my training negatively effects my spiritual life I have to stop. I have to be done!!! I am determined to stick to this pact. Life isn't about training and doing an ironman. Life is about relationships. 

 

My second struggle is trying to stay one step ahead of exhaustion. I find myself just barreling into the week-end; stop just enough to breathe and then start all over again. I feel like exhaustion is knocking at my door and just waiting to come in. I fight it but sometimes I lose. It's a fear of mine because several years ago I experienced overtraining which resulted in taking four years off from the triathlon sport. After four years of focusing more on hiking and backpacking I came back to triathlons feeling refreshed and ready to go. I do not ever want to experience overtraining again; it was horrible (I will devote an entire post to that experience in the future).  Anyway, I am definitely finding it hard to keep up with part-time jobs, being a full-time mama and keeping up with all the house duties. BUT I'm not going to give up!!! I'm going to take a look at my schedule again and see what I can do differently in order to get a little more sleep. :-) It's going to be even more important to get my rest/recovery when my training picks up this spring/summer.

 

 My third struggle is just simply trying to stay balanced with all things. Haha!!! Impossible!!! I'm joking with myself to even think I am capable of doing such a thing. It feels good to list it here; at least I acknowledge that balance is needed. Do I get some credit for that? In most area's of my life I can be very balanced but in some area's of my life I like to go extreme one way or the other. My mom always said I was/am a swinging pendulum. This unbalanced approach in several area's of my life can not only take away from my spiritual life but can also leave me exhausted.

 

So as you can see my top 3 struggles are all related and intertwined. I just have to do something about it....now!!!

 

 

Smiles.

Guinea Pig I am

  Self-Coaching can be an incredibly hard task. For some it comes naturally; for others it's impossible. It doesn't come naturally to me but I'm not convinced that it's impossible either. Quite a few triathletes coach themselves. Self-coaching is all I've got to work with. One of the hardest things about self-coaching is there isn't anyone to hold you accountable. No one cares whether I get up at 4am to get my workout in except for me. No one cares if I miss my long run of the week, except for me. No one cares if I have bad swim technique except for me. You get the point.

   The other challenge with self-coaching is not having an outside observer or rather a coach (stating the obvious); someone who is watching your technique, someone that can tell you're overtraining, someone who can pin-point a problem and has a solution, someone who thinks outside the box, someone with personal experience, someone who is always finding a new and improved way to help you become a better athlete.

   I have learned, as a self-coach, that it's important to ask for "outside observation" from experienced athletes who are either training with you or who are in the vicinity of your training field. People are usually willing to help and are very generous with their knowledge. Many wonderful, kind, knowledgeable athletes have been more than willing to help me out.  I appreciate every one's wisdom and advice.  It has been so valuable to surround myself with experienced Ironman. It can be intimidating but once you work up the nerves to workout/train with these people you figure out how accepting, friendly, and understanding they are. They have all been where you are...at the beginning.    

    Ironman training is unfamiliar ground to me. It adds a whole new dimension to training. You don't just swim, bike and run. What jumps out at me most regarding Ironman training (besides the obvious 140.6 miles you must cover) is how you MUST allow yourself recovery time, how you must increase mental toughness both for pain and duration, how you must practice fueling over the extent of the bike and run, and how you NEED a support group!!! 

  Recovery time is crucial and something I struggle with. It's so important for me to add recovery into my routine every 5-6 weeks. I still "train" just without high intensity and long distances. Recovery weeks leave me refreshed and ready to tackle another 5-6 weeks of solid training. Burn out is inevitable if recovery isn't included in Ironman training. I also religiously have a recovery day each week. It not only gives my body a physical break but also a mental break. I am still active on my recovery day but it's unstructured activity.

  Mental toughness must be strengthened over the extent of training by pushing through acute,non-threatening pain and by swimming/riding/running long distances without anyone around to talk to. It can be very hard. Long distances start to get monotonous and a bit boring to me but at the same time I often get in the zone and focus well. When discomfort starts to creep in I begin to doubt myself and wonder what I'm doing to my body, but then I just keep pushing. Sometimes the discomfort takes my mind off how far I have to go and helps time pass quickly. Sounds a bit weird and proves the insanity of it all. On the flip side pain can also make time stand still; you feel like you will never reach your destination. No matter what, it seems you will fight pain if not during the Ironman than during training. It's inevitable.

  Fueling is a whole new ball game for me. With sprint tri's I never take the time to fuel and find it very unnecessary. As long as I eat solid, wholesome meals the week before and I drink lots of water there is no need to fuel while sprinting...just go for all your worth. Ironman requires fueling and alot of it. You will crash and hit the brick wall if you don't fuel. The worst part is you probably won't get back up after you hit the wall. The challenge for me is figuring out what type of fuel my body can handle and at what mile I can start to eat on the bike and run. I have figured out I can not handle really sweet fuels. I love the gummies and I hate the gels. I can start to fuel on the bike fairly quickly but I have to wait until I'm 4 or 5 miles into the run until I can fuel. If I fuel too fast, too much or if I consume something too sweet I will see it again...not cool!!! Throwing up means loss of water so you lose the nutrients and H2O. I have also figured out that it's extremely important to dilute any fuel I consume. So if I have some gummies, etc they are followed up with a good dose of water. If I don't dilute it my tummy often becomes very upset. I still have much to learn about fueling and plan on posting more after a little trial and error.  So stay tuned.

  Every day I'm learning something new about self-coaching. Not only am I figuring out different motivational strategies, I'm also figuring out different ways to train, effects of nutrition on my training, the importance of a good nights sleep (even on the week-ends), and the importance of variation. I'm learning more about myself, my limitations, my capabilities (or lack of), when I self-doubt and why. The bottom line is I'm learning; simply learning and I have SO SO much more to learn!!! So teach me!!! 

Funds and Fun

As I mentioned in my first post it takes a good share of money to do triathlons. There are many things you must have, quite a few things you think you must have, and then all the extras that you just want. So, let’s see...to name ONLY a few: swimsuit, goggles, cap, swim equipment, wetsuit, swim workout books, road bike, tri bike, bike trainer, helmet, eye protection, jersey, riding shorts, riding pants, booties, warm riding gear, water bottles, aerobars, aerobar bottle, fuel pockets, clipless peddles, clip-in shoes, personalized seat, race tires, trainer tires, tire pump, C02 cartridges, GPS heart rate monitor, running apparel for both warm and cold weather, running shoes every 6 months, iPod, music, water belt, race number belt, glide, race registration, coaches, swim instructors and the list goes on.
  Triathlon is not a “free” sport and is most certainly not the cheapest sport but there are some ways around saving your dollar for the “must have’s” in the sport.
  I thought I would share with you some of the ways I’m saving a buck. First of all I am not paying for a coach or a swim instructor. Instead I’m acting as my own coach which can be very tough at times (we will save the reasons for another post) and I have some lifeguards (retired swim instructors) helping me on my stroke. I owe the lifeguards big time for all their support, help, and instruction. They are wonderful people willing to give freely of their swim knowledge. Somehow I will repay them. You may wonder how I have access to a pool since I can’t afford a gym pass. Great question; I work part-time at our local YMCA and part of my contract is a free membership; another great way to save a lot of money each month.
  I’m planning on saving some cash on a tri bike by buying a used one. I’m not a pro so I don’t need the latest greatest. I just need a bike that fits me and that will get me to the finish line. I do not have a tri bike currently but I’m in the process of figuring out how to get one. In other words I’m working on another part-time job that I can do from home.
  Currently I’m saving money on running shoes by buying my shoes at Dick’s Sporting Goods where they have an insurance policy. The first pair of shoes I bought at Dick’s I paid full price plus paid $8 extra for the insurance policy. If I wear my shoes out within 1 year of the insurance policy then I can ship my old shoes to Dick’s headquarters and they will send me a full refund. Since I’m going through shoes within 6 months the policy works great for me. I’m only paying $8 for a new pair of shoes every 6 months!!!  J
  I saved money on a wetsuit by buying a leftover at a triathlon store that was going out of business. I believe I paid about $200 less than the original price. J
  I bought my bike trainer at L.L. Bean for several reasons. First of all my hubby and I had $60 gift card and L.L. Bean truly has the best customer satisfaction. Bike trainers are not always the most dependable things. I already had to return one since it broke. L.L. Bean graciously exchanged the broken one for the newest version. J
  Winter spinning classes have proved a huge savings for me as well. At several local gyms it costs over $100 to join a 12 week spin class. My local Midcoast Triathlon Club has a spin class offered every Mon, Wed, and Fri morning for only $50 for 20+ weeks. The best part of the spin class is I’m surrounded by Ironman. Seems like most of the crew has done more than one ironman and is currently training for another this coming season. I find myself just soaking in everything I can from each of the participants.  The guy that leads out does a fantastic job and really knows how to put a good routine together.
  A bunch of the other triathlon equipment has generously been given to me for Christmas or birthday presents. Pretty much my entire wish list revolves around triathlon gear.
 So these are just a few ways I have saved money so far. Having a limited budget is all part of the challenge for me. I am not complaining I honestly really enjoy the challenge. If it was easy to do an Ironman and it was easy for me to purchase all the gear most of the fun would be taken out of it. So let the challenge continue since it not only motivates me but also encourages creativity, which I lack.  
 My precious little man has woken up from his nap so its mommy, baby play time; one of my favorite things to do. Smiles.

A Number With a Soul

I have been dared to be more than a number. I know for certain I will never be more than a number but I want to be a number; a number in Lake Placid 2012 Ironman!!! There are SO many reasons why I shouldn't ever attempt an Ironman but there is one reason I hope to attempt an Ironman; I want to finish!!!  Every number on the race course represents a unique person. Every person has a very unique story to share about themselves and their journey to Ironman. This is the story not only about my journey but about my support team as well. This blog isn't about my training; this blog is about my ability to do an Ironman without giving up the most important things in my life: God, my family, and work. Is it realistic to train for an Ironman with the hopes of not compromising my relationships? Will I be able to get up at 4:00-4:30 a.m. most mornings and train before my family is awake? Will I be able to have breakfast on the table most mornings, groceries in the pantry, toilet paper stocked up in each bathroom, lunches made each day, Tucker at his swim lessons, Tucker at his library group, Tucker at his play dates, house cleaned once a week, bills paid, check book updated, supper on the table, lesson plans done, grading done, and hours of training completed? Will I be able to do volunteer work, go to school events, go on family vacations? Will I be able to do all this plus a hundred other things and still train for Ironman.
  It's important for you to realize that I lack one thing that alot of triathletes have...money to put toward the sport. I can not hire in help, I can not hire a coach, I can not pay for a babysitter, I can not afford a gym membership, I can not even afford a tri bike. So, yeah, you are probably thinking I'm either stupid or crazy...maybe both. Well, I beginning to think so too. Lacking the funds is part of the challenge though.
  Long story short, how can I do an Ironman without jeopardizing any part of my "normal" life and without having any funds to put toward the event? I don't know but we are about to find out....

  Join me on this journey and please give me any and all advice you may have.  Got to go get supper on the table. :-)